I has a secret

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I'm pregnant.






YAY!!!!


...So, now that I am preggo again, there are some things I am majorly excited about that are actually feasible this time around.

1.) John being here throughout the pregnancy!!! Last time I had some major jealously issues with people that had their significant others home with them. Now he'll be here for every single thing. The kicks, watching my belly grow, and most importantly, being at the birth. I am soooooooo incredibly excited about this.

2.) Having John there after the baby is born. I don't have to do this alone again! I don't think I would be strong enough again.

3.) Having a midwife and a home birth. This IS happening. I can do it. I want to do this.

4.) Not finding out the gender. I'm serious. I do not want to know. I want the surprise.

5.) Tandem nursing! I've always been amazed by people who were able to nurse tandemly. I really really hope it works for me.


I've been thinking about these things all day. I'm soooooo freaking excited! I know there's more, but I can't think of any of them right now.